Cursed, Bound For Eternity

The world's ever so unfair.


I'm bound forever till the last breath I breathe.
Ropes all around me, I can't break free.
There's nothing I can do to make things right.
It's the way it is. Always have been.
Hope is not an option anymore.
I don't think there is any, is there?
For me, you?


I try to ignore, but you won't let me.
What should I do to make you happy ?
What do you want?
Why can't you see that I'm scared?
Was that still not enough ?
How much more do you want me to bleed?


I keep telling myself things will work out fine.
Turns out I've been lying to myself the whole time.

Don't you understand that this is my life?
Can't you just open your eyes and look at me?
See that I'm happy? I'm fine? That there is nothing wrong with all of this? With everything and everyone around me?


Why can't you free your heart, your mind, your soul?
Why ????
Why can't you free me ?

T-Shirt

Hey oh
Let me tell you no
Oh baby

Trying to decide trying to decide
If I really want to go out tonight~
I never used to go out without you
I'm not sure I remember how to

I'm gonna be late gonna be late
But all my girls gonna have to wait
Cause I don't know if I like my outfit
I tried everything in my closet~

Nothing feels right when I'm not with you
Sick of this dress and these Jimmy Choos
Taking them off cause I feel a fool
Trying to dress up when I'm missing you~
I'ma step out of this lingerie
Curl up in a ball with something Hanes
In bed I lay with nothing but your T-Shirt on
Oh with nothing but your T-Shirt on~

Hey gotta be strong gotta be strong
But I'm really hurting now that your gone
I thought maybe I'd do some shopping~
But I didn't get pass the door and
Now I don't know now I don't know
If I'm ever gonna let you go
And I couldn't even leave my apartment
I'm stripped down torn up about it

Hey hey

Nothing feels right when I'm not with you
Sick of this dress and these Jimmy Choos
Taking them off cause I feel a fool
Trying to dress up when I'm missing you~
I'ma step out of this lingerie
Curl up in a ball and something Hanes
In bed I lay with nothing but your T-Shirt on
Oh with nothing but your T-Shirt on~

Let me tell you now
With nothing but your T-Shirt on~



It ain't no Jimmy Choo, call me a fool, but Im missin' you.

Social Exchange Theory

“爱情是一道数学题”

In psychological terms, the Social Exchange Theory explains that individuals take various aspects in to account to "calculate" their overall satisfaction and commitment in a relationship:

Benefits - Costs - Comparison Level = Satisfaction

If benefits and comparison levels match an individual's expectations in addition to minimum costs, hence, produces high levels of satisfaction!

Satisfaction - Comparison Level of Alternatives + Investment = Commitment

Low comparison levels of alternative candidates/choices plus a high investment rate leads to absolute levels of commitment. =D

Ladies and Gentlemen, I recommend taking the Social Exchange Theory in to account before delving deep in to your fantasies. =D

Warning: Use the theory at your own personal risk.

OSU MUSICAL !!!

I can't believe this happened yesterday at the Union !!! OMG !!!

Ohio Unio staff and students break in to a dance!

Towards the end of the video, an old man and a mascot comes out.

That's Gordon Gee, President of OSU ! ( I'll be shaking his hand in 10 months =D)

And then our mascot, is .. ... *drumrolls* Brutus Buckeye !!! :D

I LOVE OSU !!! GO BUCKS!!!

OH-IO !!! wheeeeeeeeeeeeee !!! ^^

Wedding Shoes

This is MINEEEEE !!! =D

I've been searching for this kind of strappy tie-up evening heels for yearrrrsss.

It's purrrfect.

But it's from BCBG. It's $225. =.=

I gave yijuin the link.

Me: Yijuin, this is mineee

Yijuin: wow, like princess eh. but so expensive how can

Me: Yeah, it's impossible. =.=

I gave shwen the link.

Me: Shwennnn this is mineeeee.

Shwen: lol ok. haha. u should send it to anson instead of me haha.

Me: HAHAHA. it's impossible it's 225.

Shwen: Who knows, wedding shoes la. Ok la, haha.

Me: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

Shwen: =.= you jiang funny mehhh

Me: hahaha yeahhh shwen, you're a rightful member of the lung group. lol

hee ... allright then, this shall be my dream wedding shoes (wedding shoes look-a-like anyways haha).

Imma Make It

I look up to the sky

And know the world is mine

I've known it all my life

I Made It.

I used to dream about

The life I'm livin' now

I know that there's no doubt

I Made It. I Made It.

I'm gonna look back, and say that I MADE IT.

Yeahhhhhhh ~*

When I Look At You ...

When I look at you ...

You're soooo cuteee !!!

How can I possibly not love you !!! ^^

... Day by day ...

... You fill my heart with everything sweet, everything lovely ...

Everything ... that only you,

Who makes me smile, makes me happy, makes me feel safe ...

Oh how much my love grows ... stronger and stronger each day ...

I love you ... (so much ... =P)