Typical Sara

I can't believe I'm STILL SLEEP DEPRIVED. @.@

ah well, i'm used to it already anyways. :P

I had my food microbio midterm on monday. I was at the library whole sunday but still did not finish memorizing all the stuff. =.= all the bacteria and fungi names, and their many contributions to food spoilage/production. =.= and each of their darn many characteristics. =.=

i went back at 11pm and planned to sleep till 3am and then wake up.

when I woke up at 3am, with really blurry eyes, with my hands out, fumbling through the dark for the switch, and when i finally did manage to turn the lights on, i saw this really cute note on my laptop. =)

HAHAHA!!! i was wide awake after that :P it was just too cute. =D
so after 3 and a half hours, i went in to sara's room, and woke her up.
'Sara.. Sara.. Sara. wake up. SARA! wake up.'
and sara woke up and looked at me with oggly eyes @.@
and she said ' Jia Yi, seriously, i'm fine.'
'NO. You said to MAKE SURE you get up cz you HAVE TO STUDY for your MIDTERM.'
'Jia Yi! no, i'll be okayyyyy, im sure i will be jia yi.'
'ok, i'll be back in 10 minutes.'
and i went out to get a shower.

I was gonna go in to sara's room after my shower.
AND. what happened was,

THE DOOR WAS LOCKED.

as in yes. LOCKED. CANNOT GET IN. I COULDNT' BELIEVE IT!!!

ENTRANCE DENIED!!!

OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG.
LOL. I COULDN'T STOP LAUGHING !!! hahahahahahaha!!!

ahhhhhh ... i love you Sara. :P

Koncept and Tecknical

Hooo ... it's finally Thursday. another busy weekend to come. XD
I'm once again sleep deprived. =.= Four consecutive 8.30 classes every week. Im sure alot of ppl have many 8.30 classes too, but still, I really wana say that: I DONT LIKE IT!!! XD i don't like to be able to sleep only 4-5 hours every night.

Homework + Work = @.@
my calendar's all fully planned out every day XD
AND, im already planning to cross out the days to my departure starting May. =D
Anyway, my hair's still in tact. :P not anywhere near Einstein's yet. =D at least for now. =D

Going back to the topic:

Ladies and Gentlemen! I GIVE YOU :::::::::

KONCEPT AND TECKNICAL!

It's my friend, Nick, who's really really nice, who's not here anymore. =( miss him. XD
He's in a rap/R&B duo with his other friend (whom I don't know).
I'm not really a huge fan of rap music, but I'm okay with it as long as it's nice rap.
But still, since we're buddies, I'm helping to promote. =)
Nick just told me that they're recording their CD this week. Not that they're really big, but still, they're pretty good.
Go Nick! ^^

This is their homepage: http://www.youtube.com/user/KonceptAndTecknical
Check it out! =)

and I have some videos of their songs here.



I keep saying that Nick looks like he's trying very hard not to laugh. XD but he keeps saying that he does that all the time in real life too. =.=


I like this one alot ! But it's mostly tecknical, koncept's just backing up at most parts, hence, Tecknical & Koncept.


Solo rap by Koncept (Nick).

Solo R & B by Tecknical. Like this alot too. =)

Go yo! =D

My Easter =D

I had the WHOLE SUITE to myself again! =D
Of course, I still miss them =(
But. It was AWESOME to have everything to yourself XD and the quietness =D
I had the table at the common room to myself for me to study and do homework and put my laptop and online AND --- WATCH TV. all to myself. muahahaha.
for 2 days =D
AND, and i put on my camis and comfy pajama pants all day long since nobody would be here. =D

Went shopping with Amy whole Saturday afternoon.
And i couldn't resist myself from going in to Godiva. :P
And I decided to get myself some Easter chocolates.
There were Easter chocolate bunnies, but just made of normal milk chocolate.
So ... I figured... might as well get something nicer =D


So I got myself a box of TRUFFLES!!! ^^
Milk choc, Dark choc, Milk choc raspberry, and hazelnut praline truffles!

After spending the whole night studying for 6 hours, I rewarded myself with a movie. MOULIN ROUGE. hahaha!

I know it's OLD. =.= 2001? 8 years already. lol. Always wanted to watch it but never got to it. Was gonna settle with my all time favorite A Walk To Remember, then realized that i've moulin rouge downloaded for 2 months and forgotten about it =.=

Started watching at 2am and then slept at 4.30am XD LOL. I decided to go for a cinematic sensation, so I took my laptop into the room, set it on top of the chest of drawers, turned off the lights, made sure I was comfortably snugged in my comforter and blanket, and my teddy in arms, had my box of truffles ready by the side and watched MOULIN ROUGE. =D

and. I CRIED SO HARD. =.= all through the movie. =.= ok maybe just the last 3/4 of it. =.= tears just kept flowing non stop XD =.=

This is my favorite song. It's a little bit soft, but i think it's the best complete one i could find. XD

so, there goes my easter. =D
not that i celebrate it. =.=
but it was still good. =D

Spring vs. Winter

Ok. So.
Spring is now officially my favorite season instead of winter. :P

I still like winter, especially the first snows. =D Where there's snow flurries instead of snow storms and hails.
AND. MINUS the freezing cold lol.

Winter's just too cold. and Summer's tooooo hot. and autumn is nice too. but still, that's when the land starts to get barren and the leaves start to fall to reveal naked tree branches XD
so spring is the best i guess. and there's FLOWERS everywhere!!! =D

Winter:

Pros: Snow snow snowie !!! ( =D ) Getting to wear winter clothing! and chic BOOTS! =D

Cons: Freeeeezzizinnng cold. Freeeezzzing wind. Slippery icy grounds. Too-thick snow on ground. most importantly: have to wrap up soo thick like BAK CHANG. =.=

Spring:

Pros: Not too cold not too warm!!! Just perfect! Just drape an extra light jacket / sometimes it's so nice u dont even need a light jacket. AND it's warm but not the sweaty-heaty type. and the wind's just soo nice. the light breezeeee. and u get to wear flip flops =)
OOOOHH!! and the flowers and blooms!!! *heart melts* just so pretty.

Cons: it rains ALL THE TIME. =.=

but i still like winter though. i'm still 'winter aries'~ haha. XD

next time, im definitely choosing harder courses for winter instead of for spring. XD
then i get to go out more and enjoy the wonderful spring wheather. =D

Look what dear Lynn gave me for Easter! hehe.
It's Ring Pop!!!
ahhh ... what these americans do. =.= hahaha.
it's candy on a 'ring' so u can wear it and suck it. lol
which ... ironically, is what im doing right now. =.=

hahaha ... i look like a little kid sucking on her finger. =.= well, don't waste marh. lol.

Happy Easter!!! ^^

2

2? just 2.
Don't bother bout' the title.

Anyway, the stupid burn on my hand still f***kin erhem...FREAKIN hurts. whenever i lift it turn it, move it. T.T
and im really really scared that there'll be a huge scar there. and it's at such a visible spot. =.=
sam said: 哇！回去Malaysia不用穿没有袖子的衣服了咯！哈哈！
Sobs sobs...不要啦... XD
but still, he got me this bottle of moisturizer supposedly to help prevent scars =.=
so far, for 2 days, i would say it's worked pretty well. the redness of the skin has started to peel of a little, leaving just a brownish shade.
what if the brown patch stays!!! ohmygosh!!! T.T 不要啦。。。

see the big yellow patch there? there was where the bubble used to be. but then it was on my left hand, and i wear my watch on that hand, and it sorta scraped away the bubble. (man that HURTS!) =.= so now there's this yellow-ish pus-like patch over there. T.T

so now im wearing my watch on my right hand. damn stupid. =.=

haiz ...

*cross fingers* *早日康复* =.=

My 菠萝包！！！

thanks to sam, i got 3 Bo Lo Baos!!! and char seow pao!!! and bowl noodles, and a bunch of other stuff muahahaha.

AND.

i finally found something Malaysian/Chinese that my roomies like. =D
Cierra LOVED my bo lo bao!!! hahahahaha!!! she said it was SOOO good and asked me for another half of it in the middle of the night yay!!! she even said she's gonna pay me for it next time i go to the asian market. haha lol.

This quarter is gonna be horrible. XD compared to last (yay!!! 3.81 pulled it up to 3.5! muahaha) 不要啦。。. don't ruin my honors .......... T.T

First quizzes are ALWAYS ALWAYS horrible. =.= PHysics quiz: when two spheres with charge XX and XX are located at XX distance between each other. What is the magnitude and direction .... etc.

wooo .. that was easy. *calculates* 12.48 N. okay, circle answer. wait. A. 12.48, Left. B. 12.48 Right.
Whaaaaa ... t ??? left or right worhhh ... ohno ... @.@ I'm always such a DUNCE at physics no matter how easy it seems! T.T

then microbio quiz: what is the scientific term for microbes with optimal survival temperature of 55 C?
oooo this is super easy. i flipped throught the temp graph before quiz. *scribbles --- Mesophiles* .

check back notes after quiz. OOOOOPPPSSS. Thermophiles. =.= dang it. how stupid can a person be to look at a graph and not observe the lines carefully???!!!

ok. 2nd week. here goes nothing...all you homework out there! i welcome you with open arms!!! XD
study hard work hard!!! earn money and PLAY HARD!!! muahahaha!

and then: Malaysia here i come!!! in 2 months and 16 days =.= counting down!

p/s: i was looking up some music videos on youtube, and then suddenly remembered the music project we all did back in inti!!! we were supposed to make up a story using our 'musical talents' =.=
still remember that this was the funniest lol. i still remember my darling with the instruments! awesome. =D but dont look at the acting, we're all amateurs :P it was just funny cz all of us and our friends were in it.

ahhh ... junn was right.
When We Were Young. lol. :)

Je deviens fou

I hate surprises.

NO. Wait.

I love surprises!!!

Hold on.
I hate icky horrible surprises.
Those which give you heart attacks. @.@

Getting more than one of these heart-attack triggering surprises in 3 days is really ... good for your heart. :P

Let's see.
First, my heart nearly stopped. When I burnt my hand. AGAIN.
WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME? this is the second time in 2 months! gosh ...
i don't want scars all over my arms T.T
This time it's a really really horrible burn. it still hurts now. :(
and it's bubbling and throbbing and it's already "熟". =.=
but then i accidentally scraped the bubbles and now the skin's torn off and there's puss at where the bubble's used to be. shit ...
wait, so this is not a surprise. it's because of my utter clumsiness. =.=



Next on.
The $130 physics text nearly yanked my heart out. Especially when surprise, surpise: it's only $30 online. And also when I realized I already tore the plastic wrap open, which meant no refund for me. And also when the bookstore guy refused to give me a buy back because there's a freaking new edition out already! Darn those publishers!
Oh, wait then. This is just cz of my pure stupidity. Not another surprise.
mailto:!$#!%23!%25$%5E@!%25!$%5E%25&%25%23&@%25


Going on.
My dear laptop.
You had to add yourself to this list don't you?
Why did you stop working for that half hour? why can't your keyboard function at all? Why can't I even switch you off?
Why did you force me to unplug you and shut you down by discharging the battery pack?
T.T
It's good that you're fine now. I was seriously gonna cry. =.=
Sayang sayang~ XD



"i'm MALAYSIAN chinese! he's getting on my nerves! i hate him Comfort!"
"no, jia yi, you don't hate him. i know you're chinese. hate is a strong word." @.@
I HATE YOU. DEEP DOWN MY GUTS.
i hate your ego. and i hate mine.
Jothi told me: WW and him. They both had clashing egos. Two egos can't be together.
Your trouble-causing ego annoys me.
I hate that I want to hate you. I hate that I control myself. I hate that I refrain myself.
I hate that I can't allow myself to talk to you. I hate that I have my own rules. I hate that I'm so stubborn.
I hate that I don't want to have anything to do with you. Not even if my own friends are involved.

Hate is a strong word.
What does that mean?
Only one thing: I love you as strongly.
I love you and I hate you at the same time that it hurts so bad some times I'm so mad at myself for not being able to control my own emotions.
It pisses me off just thinking of you and your darn ego.
Weirdly today, this popped up in a conversation.
A: Really, sometimes we really can't stand him. I really don't know how you handled him and you were the closest.
JY: Honestly, it makes me mad as well when he hurts his own friends and mine. but, surprisingly, i always soften down. he just has a strong ego that's all.
A: too strong.
JY: ... well, yeah. he just wants to protect himself.
A: he thinks only about himself.
JY: no. he thinks too much about protecting himself, when little things don't really matter, he has to defend himself. it's in a person's nature to defend yourslef when you're threatened. you know he's a good friend. just remember he always helps you all.
A: he tends to offend ppl sometimes.
JY: since you already know, so then don't take it seriously la. just accept it as a joke as well. take it the way he looks at it.
A: ...
JY: always remember his good characteristics la. you know he's a nice person. he's always helped you all. good and bad. it's what makes him HIM.
A: ... too much ego not good.
JY: honestly, since we were friends, i've never really been insulted or mad before. i don't know why. i either don't feel anything or most of the time i just really think it's funny. i can understand how it offends all of you. but, somehow, it does not affect me at all. at least not in the way it does to you all.

how did it affect me?
like this. now. when you try to protect you from yourself. you just had to. you knew you had to stop.
this might not make any sense. but yes indeed it does. it is what it is.
understand this:
im making the most out of my days. im not running away from it. im not telling you it.
im sad too. i have my down-days. but im not pathethic. i don't coop myself up. i don't cry everyday. in fact, i havent since.
that doesn't mean im 100% ok. it just means that i'm human. i feel everything. so do you.
when i say im having fun, i really am. so don't say im shielding myself from the truth.
when i say im depressed, i really am. so then don't try to mock me and tell me to move on.
if it's easy for you, then fine. just go ahead, make yourself happy, get someone else who can help you with that.
since it's easy for you, then fine. but i do admit it's not for me. try placing yourself in my shoes and imagine what im going through instead of how you've seen most people gone through. it's different.

'i would never hurt you. but even though if it hurts me to let you go, i would.'

don't make assumptions. don't judge me.
all i ask for is a little more respect.

STOP. REWIND. PAUSE.

What am I doing??? @.@
People around me are emo-ing.
dear friend, you say we're in the same boat. we help each other. even though there's no need to say it. Thanks for keeping me company. =)

and, BJW, you're here. don't sit there and brood. how long more is there? 2/3 years? make the most out of it. have fun. socialize. change. don't emo k? :P enjoy osu. make it small.
get out of your shell. take a huge step ahead. don't be a coward. just do it. :P

LOL. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. I FEEL LIKE LAUGHING. IM LAUGHING SO HARD!!! XD im going crazy XD
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sadly, i love your ego.

Mythology Revisited!

We went to the Metropolitan museum in NY.
and they had this Greek exhibition. which was really really nice. =D

Young Heracles (Roman: Hercules)


Bearded Heracles

A limbless, headless sculpture of the almighty Heracles.

Pan - Half goat half man Greek god of shepherds and flocks, and in turn responsible for their fertility.

Aphrodite (Roman: Venus) - Goddes of Love

Dionysus (Roman: Bacchus) (son of Zeus and Semele) - God of Wine

The Three Graces : daughters of Zeus representing Beauty, Charm, and Joy.

Hermes the messenger god. (son of Zeus and Maia)

a mighty head sculpture supposedly used to depict powerful Greek gods such as Zeus.

Another sculpture of Aphrodite in a flowing robe.

Apollo (son of Zeus and Leto) - God of plague, music, archery, prophecy and healing.

Lastly, my favorite of all.

A beautiful sculpture of *Cupid and Psyche*

The story goes like this:

Psyche was a princess whose beauty was such that Venus's worshippers began to turn away from her. Enraged, she sent her son, Cupid to make Psyche fall in love with the most despicable of men. Instead, Cupid fell in love with her himself, he leant forward and accidentally pierced his own arrow at himself. He then placed her some place else where only he could visit her and married her. Cupid visits her every night to make love with her but forbades her to light any lamp. However, after time, Psyche lit a lamp on one night and found out who her lover was. Cupid got furious and left. Heartbroken, Psyche searched for Cupid. Venus made it even hard for her by forcing her to perform tasks in which the last one was going down to quee of the Underworld to get a box of beauty. Psyche opens the box despite the warnings not to, wanting some of the beauty for herself but infernal sleep rises from the box and overcomes her.

Cupid, who by now, have forgiven his beloved Pysche takes her to Jupiter. Jupiter held a conference between all the gods and godesses and in the end revived Psyche from her deadly sleep. Also, Jupiter declared that Cupid and Psyche were free to marry each other.

And they lived Happily, Ever, After. XD

hehe.